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>above average muscles
Building muscle is a hobby thats not connected to a screen. Seeing your own growth as you put on more weight or can do one more pullup is my motivation. I am by no means huge, but for a guy thats 61kg, i can do 80-85kg x 12x3~ on machine. I dont have any friend to work out with so i dont know my bench-press 1rm. I am not gymrat either. I was skinny fat before, now i've a nice V shape. And with building muscle comes more confidence and thats my sole reason to workout.

>you don't try to find either a girl to have sex
Even if I gain confidence, i've zero confidence in approaching girlz and sex itself is scary when you never had sex. I am a wizard due to: I never had sex --> sex is scary due to --> i never had sex --> ...etc

For second part is, where teh heck do i even meet girlz? I go to work --> Home. Social media? Have none. Tinder? Fukking suxz0rzhorze ass after 30. Irl bar? heh! I've zero contact with outside world besides work. Rather be home watching 2D loliz! :3 But let's say if i do try tinder and pay for their stupid system which i find disgusting, i might get get some likes but in all honestly, all 3Dgirls seems so normal and boring. When I use tinder I which to find a gf but motivation to get one isnt there to begin with. Chats are lame and I've to start the conversation and pull it forward. Fuck no! 2D is 4evah!

I am more likely to fly to Amsterdam and buy sex as it's legal! I don't mind being a wizard, i do find life as a hermit appealing by itself. I see everyone around me with a girl seems to be fighting and its just problem after problem. Hell no! I want peace. That's all i want in life.