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MY PERSONAL EXPERIENCE SAYS THAT THE DISSOCIATION AND LIFESTYLE THAT OFTEN COMES WITH DEPRESSION AND SUCH CAN FILL OUR MINDS WITH A LOT OF CLUTTER (INCLUDING STUFF ABSORBED FROM OTHER PEOPLE) AND CAUSE OUR STATE OF BEING IN AND ASSOCIATED WITH THE BODY TO BE IN A FAR DIFFERENT SHAPE THAN WE WOULD WILL OTHERWISE. IN MY CASE I SIMILARLY HAVE A SCRIBBLY AND CHILDISH SENSE, DESPITE HAVING VISION FOR GREATER THINGS, LARGELY DUE TO THIS DIS-CORRELATION. BEST WISHES