Why is this happening?

It's to help me understand the truth about myself and be a better person.

No, I don't have a drug addiction, and I'm not trying to give myself an alibi. It's nothing that serious.

It's just, over the past years of living alone, I've sunken into a reclusive lifestyle, where I do very little.

But whenever I have guests, I transform into a much better person. I may have lost my sense of self worth, but my societal shame is still strong, and I don't let myself sink into bad habits around other people.

My hope is that this experiment, and never knowing if I am being watched or not, will force me to majorly reform my habits.

Such that even after the month is up, I'll be a new person.

It's like having guests over taken to the logical extreme. As now, every single moment of my life will potentially be being judged.

I see it as the ultimate way of reforming yourself. I will probably update this website to share the details of it. (￣ー￣)