thank you for elaborating. i think when you have perspective enough to pursue love and reject things which are based on compromises that impede love, you set yourself against all real and living evil. don't take many short term and long term relationships suspiciously ending and fights starting because of this stance. i think many normies get triggered by someone who pursues love/God because they see paradigm breaking compassion and corresponding presence as a strange and arrogant manifestation of pride! i will do my best to help you find true love