1 year and 1 month ago I divorced my cute and wonderful wife. It wasn't a hate-filled divorce, but our relationship had been extremely stagnant. We were in love with eachother when we got together 3 years ago, but within 6 months, things went cold. By the time we divorced eachother, I only talked to her once every few days. From my view, this is on her, I always loved and supported her, but she became more mentally distant, claiming she should never have gotten in a relationship. She said I was a great guy, and that she loved me, but that she didn't want to be with me.

It's been a year, and now, I still talk once a month. Even though I was extremely heartbroken at the time, I feel like I've moved on now, and talking to her doesn't hurt. I even send her gifts on valentines day and such.

But now she's getting a new boyfriend, and these feelings I thought were dead, are all coming back up to my head. I wanted to have a little kid with her, I wanted to go on picnics with her, and spend my life with her. Seeing her with another guy is like my heart getting stabbed... and furthermore, it makes me question if she just "wasnt ready for a relationship", or whether she just didn't want me anymore. Suddenly, I've become massively depressed.

...and I know Heyuri is too laid back of a place to give me serious advice, but this is the only BBS I still use, and my friends are sick of hearing me talk about this girl. I don't even know what I am expecting to hear from you people