the meaning of life is nekomimi. >:3

First of, life is without meaning besides what you give it. If i die tomorrow, so be it. idc. Dreading death is just meaningless thoughts that just leads to more meaningless thoughts and pain. Freedom is nothingness. As someone with a j*b for 10years~, working is stressful and tiresome but i need money 4 food. Thats OK. I dream ofc to escape teh cycle, but I wont unless i save for years and years.

What gives me meaning is my interest and things i get overly obsessed, then just throw it away 1month later! continues exploring new things to lose myself in. While losing myself i also find a deeper part of myself. I find meaning in things i love. Even if its grinding xp or finishing a long VN. I think meaning in life is alot more than just teh computer, ironic i used to think that "all time not at the computer is waste time". But doing something else for awhile thats not infront of teh computer, maeks the time infront of the computer a lot better. Also why i do enjoy exerice as it maeks me feel good and relaxed. Nature cleans my mind and constant stimulation destorys me. Now I find meaning in building my body and playing gatcha! Life is only meaningful if you find things that maeks it meaningful. This might be more towards a self reflection that a reply, but i often wonder how life would be- if i did meet a girl and had kidz and whatnot, life would been a lot different, and i think i might find some happiness in that moment. But even so, i wouldnt want to change it as i am happy with my current life.

You are your life, and nothing else.
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