The will is the mental correspondant to action

Belief is the mental correspondant to the
fact

Everything which happens and is the case does and is so insofar as someone wills and believes it into reality (representation of the Will [to life]). In a sense, all what comes into reality is coincidental as it depends on (or rather reveals) the strength of the will whos intensity cannot be willed (or if it can the efficacy of that willing cannot be willed and so on for each further degree of willing). In other words the will is cursed to be free in a way which makes it impossible to control your actions, or a least the degree to which you do control them

The state of the world (what others have willed before you) determines what can be imagined and thought and thus willed and believed. Truth is just the recognition of the belief behind a fact and only really matters to people who worship consciousness (sight-based understanding). It also puts alot of strain on a body to be constantly possessed by thoughts and desires which bring it to action, so much infact, that it routinely forces itself to become completely unconscious for long periods of time to recover, wherein it may become blessed by phenomena unfiltered and unevaluated. There is much to be learnt from dreams. Also from sitting with your thoughts and desires without acting at all - not through active discipline but complete passivity/catatonia (also called meditation [separating completely mind and body]). Do this and you will no longer worry about such fickle and petty matters as you being in control of your actions. Also listen to coil's musick to play in the dark, in the dark