>>182392
looks like you're having an episode again...

6 seconds breathe in, 6 seconds hold, 6 seconds breathe out, 6 seconds hold, repeat...

5 things you can see, 4 things you can hear, 3 things you can touch, 2 things you can smell, 1 thing you can taste...

december, november, october, september, august, july, june, may, april, march, february, january...

na, but srsly i feel u homie. i think ur just overthinking stuff. 3 close people is already a treasure to cherish. some people don't have even that. i meant that it's good to have access to at least some emotional support. you should share some of your thoughts with them more often, possibly consult about the idea of seeking professional help. you've mentioned that ur dad is in medicine, so he must understand. you don't have to carry the weight all alone.
it can be tempting to assume a "lone wolf" persona, but there's no such thing as a lonely wolf in the wilderness, because lonely wolves die without their packs. so it's ok to rely on those closest to you for help.

i was just kiddin tbh, it was sort of a digital performance piece reflecting on the constant pressure to conform, yet not feeling comfortable with the environment which demands this conformity. and incel culture, loneliness, depression, anxiety, online suicidal/homicidal rants, etc... u know how it is.

but i didn't mean to offend anyone, i was hoping that people could recognize themselves in the character i assumed and could take a different, more lighthearted look on the rather common predicament of being a sensitive human in an often cold world.