i know i shouldnt be posting here at all, but this is something i wanted to write about a long time ago to dispel all doubts and accusations against me and to explain my situation, its like statement, Q&A, idk but i will be very happy if someone will read it
if its written chaotically, i apologize, i wrote it recently at around 1 or 2 am and i was super tired
i dont want to come across as annoying, i just want to apologize to everyone here in general, especially for lying so much

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