What stopped me from killing myself is the fact that if you have nothing to lose, what is stopping you from just sticking around and seeing how things go? Or making some serious/drastic change you wouldnt have made otherwise.

If you dont care about your life, if youre feeling willing to throw your life away, whats stopping you from doing something abnormal or wild, like running away from home, becoming a criminal, faking your death, becoming a terrorist, starting an entirely new or risky career, becoming super gay, abandoning your fucked up situation entirely, or even something simple like going someplace different, living somewhere else （ ´_ゝ`）

Theres a lot of possibilities for change out there, and if you have nothing to lose, then why not stick around and do something different. If it fails, what does it matter anyway, if you dont value your life, then failure isnt that big of a deal, if youre already at a point where youre suicidal then youre kind of rock bottom anyway.

sticking around to see what happens next has kept me from killing myself a few times. This probably isnt very sensitive advice, though. ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌