>>120179
Until highschool, I had a mostly normal life, I guess. I had a few friends, I got unsupervised access to the World Wide Web, I played a lot of video games, and yet I do not feel anything towards that period. A lot of people reminisce about their childhood memories, saying that it was better before, that they did not know good from evil (like Adam and Eve) i.e. didn't know about the pain of this world. Now that I can see the suffering of our rotten world, I wonder if it was better to be (or to remain) ignorant of the evil nature of mankind and life. But is that ignorance salvation from pain?