>>179264
supposedly its because your "sex energy" is stuck in the groin and that usually creates perversion; its the mechanism behind why you see the meme of priests being pedo for altar boys and islamic ustad preying on boys and also secretly having gay urges.

apparently u have to channel it somewhere else; not getting into the more esoteric side of things, u ought to busy yourself in PROJECTS, basically be so into something to the point that the surplus "sex energy" doesnt have time to busy itself with the self-imposed resistance (thus the occasional perversions because the energy is blind on where to go). extreme passion in a PROJECT is preferred, but if theres not much passion, just force yourself

>>179269
the usual pathway of normal humans. its up to you. but something to consider; those normal humans dont even "think" about these things, they just do it. theres no intellectuation. lots of people in the world are, without offense, like animals, they fuck, they "fall in love", they tie the knot, they make babies (none of these are "wrong" in any sense though) and its all "just happens". like forces of nature, mostly unthinking, mostly 'blind',
and the world goes on and on.

but you are -thinking- about it. thats, supposedly, an "extra baggage" in the world of these normal, animalistic humans.
you will certainly carry a heavier weight than them. just a note

decision is all yours