>>177289
>What drew you to it?
initially i just wanted men to pay attention to me, treat me nice, find me attractive, etc. over the years i found i kinda felt more confident in it though, something about feminine expression just felt more, idk, confidence inspiring? although i dont really like pretending to be female, just looking femme.
>What arouses you specifically?
nothing really lol, unless people find me attractive. if i wanted to use normie gay terms id say maybe i feel more "cunty" but idk.

>>177292
>OP Here, it may sound like BS, but to me the fetish comes from how much i like women.
i completely believe this, tbh. a lot of crossdressers and adjacent people are gynephilic and i personally think it does make sense. when i wear particularly masculine clothes that actually look good on me (my shape is awkward for it) i very much feel like i look more attractive for it to my own eye, although if it looks a little larpy i might feel embarrassed to go out in it.