>>177072
I think I figured out the role of frequency in reactance intiutively and saw the s field in laplace tranfroms being graphed but i forgot 2 days after it
It indeed shows answer to anything if you go deep enough and appropriate memories and knowledge show up

I mean breakthrough like there is no real world anymore totally, unable to contact reality at all
I remember mine, background filled with blackness that is the same as if you were blind - you can check what it looks like by putting pressure on nerves in eyes
And I was deaf meaning sounds from outside would affect my thoughts but I could never tell why those thoughts came since I effectively heard nothing in ears, it was inside my head and not ears
All my senses got kicked like a bucket of brushes with pain on them and they morphed into one sense and no sense in particular

It was always so intense at breakthrough, time slowed really hard in seconds just before the last of your contact with reality broke down with the last image, your sight collapsed as if you fell down your eyeballs with reality turning into rainbow burning shards and liquid before going blind and them disappearing, and hearing bugged and morphed into perfect sensation of sound like the most precise recording system on earth with long heavy electrical discharge sounds and cogwheel sounds as hearing was collapsing, same with taste and smell, same with touch and feeling of pressure and temperature and movement and so on

Then there was nothing outside of it, locked inside my head and the core of me could not even see what is happening in the other edge of the brain not even speaking of sensing like sight or hearing from outside, before it arrived it was filted by other parts of brain and I had no direct contact
Am i neurologically different or have you never collapsed into your mind and into the very core losing all communication not only with reality but even with neighboring parts of brain? I mean first there is a breakthrough when reality breaks down and you get moved entirely into the mind, after that you have a phase with memories and symbols playing from infinitely complex shapes and colors, and then you turn into a dead computer with perfect dissolution of mind where things appear as interonnected relationships if one concept is invoked as if you were a search engine and an AI with no will, and then finally it all extinguishes and you fall to the gods waiting room for reincarnation where there is nothing besides nirvana, no form, no objects, no concepts etc until you peak and come back the same way, that was my deepest experience

>>177078
Solution to existence and cognition and principles of this world that are omnipresent and immutable but never noticed by us
Knowledge that mortals despite living their entire lives and dying of old age cannot notice and fathom despite it manifesting 24/7 in their lives in front of their face