>>176905
For the best experience and avoiding insanity make sure to prepare yourself.
・Take 15-30 minute walks for 3 days and try to see nice places (looking at plants trees animals does help, but walking on its own is the most important factor)
・Have fun and enjoy yourself (hobbies, watch anime with cute girls)
・Follow a diet that doesnt make your tummy upset or your bowels discharge with explossive diarrhea)
・・if you dont follow a healthy diet go take magnesium glycinate for a week before doing it (bruxism prevention)
・Prepare MULTIPLE playlists with different vibes or moods (example: one hype/fun playlist, other with softer music, other with slower music)
・write down a list of things you want to see, experience, and potential things you may want to fix about yourelf (unresolved trauma, wonder why you do X or Y. get bottled water and get ready to cry if you do have unresolved trauma)
・get a pair of shades OR stay in a dark room
・lower the dim of your screens and avoid direct contact at light sources (specially during peak trip time because your pupils will absorb all the light possible, the darker it is the longer you stay away from devices the funnier it will become but dont forget the music and an easy watch to switch)
・make sure to not be interrupted for the next 5-8 hours
・clear the path between your bed/tripping spot and your toilet (pee)

>Europe and dont have a mailbox. I live in a giant apartment building in eastern europe. Anyone know how I should receive it with the least risk?
Can you rent a P.O. box?

> I am afraid that I'll go insane and gouge my own eyes out or something
follow what I wrote above
sometimes your own shadow can scare you
99.99% purity LSD will make you feel funny, if you do a normal or above normal dosage (250ug and above) the risk of seeing your subsconcious increases, the most ive done has been 2000ug which i dont recommend but i did because im a researcher (no im not going to drop my credentials) and amounts larget than 1200ug can (not will) fry parts of your brain and change the way you perceive reality for months or even years, your nape will be on fire and require some way to cool it down without causing permanent damage (similar-ish to high fever brain damage), I recommend starting anywhere between 70ug to 150ug (if you are a big guy might as well go with 200ug), 500ug~800ug range increases the chance of experiencing ego death (you will see yourself the way everyone else has seen you and every bad thing you have done will be put against you) which can humble you up or make you accept if you were in the right/wrong at some moments of your life. something I have experienced along other people: you will see life through the eyes of other people, you might see life through different points of time, you might see your gramps flirting with your grandma or see an entire town being build from thr ground up from the perspective of a tree until you are chopped down everything turning dark before snapping back into reality
be smart and trip safe and have fun, anon