I am not sure how much different I could be

Depends how much we reroll my stats in general
Assuming that my core would be fundamentally the same the I would probably end up somewhat like my current self but it would be harder, I would do more risky behaviors and I most likely would be very unstable mentally

In early childhood I would probably be a tomboy because I liked getting job done and I would get into fights rather than into dollhouse drama, both sexes are the same at that age
I was always a loner and no girl group would accept me without me changing behavior and I would not change, so it would be hard to make friends for me especially when kids hit puberty
After puberty I would be even more lonely than I am today because as a man my friends are my friends and they don't behave friendly only because they want to fuck me in contrast to a female version of me. It is a male instinct after all and chances of meeting a guy who would treat me as a guy would be nonexistent, so either loneliness or bossing around weaker girls.

As a 13 year old or so classmates would look at me differently, no girl would be friends with me unless she was some submissive outcast that I would probably be cruel towards as boys would be of no interest to me because a girls presence always destroys unity of boy groups no exception making it a circus, so I would have realistically nobody to work with

I probably would go online and pretend to be a dude and get myself to the same circles as I am today, I probably would make up for severe loneliness and isolation by attentionfagging with pictures of myself somewhat regularly, I would develop multiple personas and swap between them like masks and develop mental stuff like borderline or sociopathy, I found myself doing that almost a decade ago online

Multiple personas like one day I would focus on a job and do it like a real man, other day I would tease men for attention and treat them with contempt for their natural instincts, other day I will pretend to be a man on imageboards, among real life people I will play one person to my family, and another person to girls, and to boys I would either behave like one of them or tease them, I suspect I would be yandere eventually because since my presence already destroys productivity may it at least be fun to me

I don't have interests in relationships, I would not have them as a woman either
As a woman a stable relationship would be even harder because I am not submissive and either stuff is done my way or I quit, so men will get dissatisfied fast when 155cm 45kg squeaky fujo calls them clumsy and useless and combined with yandere personality and mental stuff nobody would be interested besides worst fetishists from imageboards
If I were to replace a man in a relationship as described above I would have only lesbians to choose from for a relationship and I would be just as cruel to them because they would be more incompetent than men and it would anger me even more
Now you probably have an answer why lesbian relationships are so violent and toxic and they often are mentally ill

The same as male me today seeking the absolute would keep me in stable tracks assuming that would be my only interest in life as it is now
I can't figure out much besides that as strings of fate are still in motion (at least I can't see the outcome) so I am not sure where seeking divinity will lead me

Wonderful journey of life, with no origin and no destination. From nothingness into a little sentient human, as years pass gaining more knowledge and self awareness. Digging into immutable principles of this world and submitting myself to them more and more. Studying and researching and learning despite my impurities. Being stubborn, partisan, ignorant, and unreasonable but slowly progressing. Blessed to figure out what buddha figured out. Digging deeper and deeper to incarnate perfect submission and unity with primordial principles and grow into a fully mature sentient being. After experiencing deepest nirvana and seeing revelations on what is real and what is not - my mind recollected all its knowledge and memories and judged them before me without a bias and the core of me watched. Seeing the end credits of the wonderful movie of our world and life.

Now I am interested in seeing the world through the subconscious and archetypes and even more primal filters a lot. I will dig into subconscious and watch behavior it makes and seek origins of these behaviors from deepest depths of unaware mind through the same lens that psychedelia made me look through. To completely fathom my mind and minds of others and minds of animals and of all sentient beings on top of all principles and conditions of existence including 4 noble truths so that I can teach all sentient beings better, if health allows I wish to map the whole topology of insanity too so that I can teach people in different states of mind and not only people in most common states of mind, to note down as much as I am able to express, and I can die peacefully until I am meant to rise again in this karmic chain, form is emptiness and emptines is form and there is nothing to fear. I am aware how much ego went into this post and I don't care, life is for joy :3