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>And it's around this time that I started to obsess over little girls, like really obsess over them. They're like oxygen to me, they're like sunlight to a plant. I need them.
I see what you mean by "both" now, yeah. Interesting how your attraction to lolis evolved overtime into something more than just "they look really hot", it's really beautiful in a way.
>I smile at them whenever I see them outside and they smile back. Always the warmest smiles... no one can smile at you the way a little girl can...
Haha I'm jealous. I wish I could be more comfortable around children like that (and comfortable with being a lolicon in general), but I'm always afraid I'll get outed as a lolicon, so I get extremely anxious around them and don't know what to do. I'm not at all open about this stuff either. Hopefully when I start living on my own this will change.
>It actually means a lot to me that you've listened and that you're engaging in a sincere manner.
>So really, thank you.
No problem at all! I very rarely get the chance to talk about lolicon openly and sincerely like this with other people, so I should be thanking you for making this thread.