Last night when I was falling asleep I began seeing hallucinations, regular sparking waves as if blue deep ocean waves moved stars, each time a wave would reset the stars that it brought would pop like soda bubbles, appear and reapper
Then it calmed and changed to a cyan water surface over deepest black depths and stripes appeared, more stripes appeared, and they moved as waves moved eventually creating a net floating over it, then I my memory stopped, then dreams appeared

I appeared in church, as priest rised the host it appeared in 4 equal fragments in my hands, then i saw it whole drifting over a water surface, the same black surface as in hallucinations

A dog appeared and it was being hostile so I grabbed it by its face to prevent biting and tried moving it away to safety holding it entirely by the face
It tried resisting so I crushed its face and threw the dog away like trash

I appeared in high school and i was to find an inequality's domain but i could not and the teacher laughed at me and gave me worst grade, then as the bell rang she told us to show homework just before we leave the classroom and i got a second retard grade for not having done it, and third retard grade because i did not bring books too
I was summoned to the principal over a court case i had but i walked out of school instead

A rainbow bullet travelled through the void to break over an invisible wall into a million of shards each of a different color and shade in slow motion, hot shards fell on my skin and burned me
All my teachers were insulting me as a failure and a druggie, that i destroyed my health and will remain blind, that i am a criminal and nuisance, that this is exactly what they expected of me

A ship during a night over black water whose silhouette was only partly illuminated by sharp white moon light suddenly did 90 degrees turn down and dove into the abyss
Vision began warping in a hallucinatory manner, i felt fear and nausea, an electric zap was audible as i opened my eyes, woken up to a grid of dots over my entire vision whether eyes are open or not, dots soon popped and filled my vision with static noise, it was half an hour in total i am guessing