I just got a better mood, I am smiling
Initially I got tinnitus in my left ear making sporadic but steady low cicada/grasshopper noises, as days passed they were getting more continuous and sound like some high frequency sound and now it is getting less and less audible
My right ear began to have grashoppers before I realized my left ear was getting better and I panicked that I am fucked, but it turns out that the silver lining is that it almost certainly will go away
A couple of days ago I feared static because it emanated the same darkness/blindness you get from standing up too fast, dark spaces would be full of static that I could not make out any shape in and everything bright was glittery, like reflections from a river that blind you randomly if you look at them, and also it felt like I am having vision akin to old tape movies from 100 years ago where there were dark spaces between images and I freaked out, now I don't feel that old tape darkness almost at all and static is much less pronounced

Today I was on the verge of passing out the entire day, my spine and ribs hurt like hell, I was very depressed but actually depressed, these weird tickly feelings in my upper body, I felt no power in hands and legs as if I moved bricks for 20 hours straight, I felt cold and nothing could warm me up, my fingers and toes were completely cold
I noticed that each time I get a mental rape episode my condition improves noticably, left ear tinnitus is barely noticable, so sweet because I hated it so much, right ear next in a week or so I hope

I will not do drugs anymore, response to psychedelics is a whole multiple month long inveitable rape, and I am lucky to end up like this considering everything. Not everyone gets it as light as me. Not really worth it since I forgot most of what I saw by now. Things that happen there are not that deep, definitely not worth risking frying a brain forever just to see them, they are only deep because tripper in this state finds everything extremely wonderful. Shapes that you see there is just your brain generating weird mathematical functions and making them pretty with textures also made of smaller functions and so on, if you can draw the most random symmetrical functions and make functions inside them then you do not need to take drugs. Psychedelia seems like some mental medication solely to cause you extreme neurological reactions if you take away their colors. I could feel my trip and the poisoning alongside each other, they take place at the same time but they are totally different. Tripping does not even feel that good, tripping at most gets you to unlock different methods of thinking and overclocks senses, it feels like brain does random things in extreme detail and that is it, extreme detail in input like hearing or smell, extreme output with shapes, colors and delusions. Something to get you appreciate the extreme complexity and might of a human mind definitely, but not something you would like to do after second trip. I genuinely got disenchanted after my second time as it got predictible but I kept going like a moron who is unsure whether the sun would rise the next day. Trip causes extreme vulnerability to all mental illnesses and psychotic episodes. If you go past your limit teasing fear, insecurities and doubts you get stuck in a "bad trip" until you get sober as I do not believe you really can escape them after you fell in, and the line is extremely thin, unnoticable to the tripper I swear. You only appreciate that you stopped after you realized what you were playing with and how close it was. Do not confuse bad trips that you fell into and frying yourself resulting in extreme mental issues. IMO bad trips are characterized by falling into delusions that scare and you are unable to reason yourself out of it and the deeper you go the harder it is to return, while frying brain which is not at all related to bad trips results in psychosis no matter composure and no matter you were conscious and fine 5 seconds ago.

LSD review depending on one of 3 paths you get:
1. Good trips are 10/10
2. Bad trips are 1/10
3. Brain fry is -9999^9999/10

I am so done with it, I will try not to mention this demon substance unless it is my symptom diary for information and awareness spread
I am thinking of volunteering my time going to schools to discourage drugs but I will not be a boring fag saying "drugs = big evil" but rather compile everything I have experienced including the trips and genuinely present it in an unbiased way (or biased because this fag of a substance could have kill me, and I decided to continue anyway )

Good trips are wonderful but may it not outweigh you can die from LSD by proxy. They say psychedelics are safe, no lethal dose, no organ failure, no addiction, no withdrawal. But death might not be immediate. Neurological or mental ruin usually needs to stack up before collapsing, no single bad morning leads to hanging yourself in the evening, and first neuron that dies from alzheimers is not death but a sign of death approaching soon. I think it is better to overdose and die than to live as a complete cripple feeling eternal pain for the rest of your life that LSD might leave people as. I am very grateful I got it relatively light, I hope I will recover considering severity drops each day. I only appreciated my health when I lost it and it was gone. I graduated from my druggie phase.