>>168590
Nevermind I had a mental low yesterday

My ears feel better, I see corners sharper (I had rainbow spilling around bright things and light bending), text does not wobble unless I explicitly try really hard to make it move, minor things remain like static noise in vision and other tiny anomalies, also vertigo, nausea and dizziness and mental lows but they are nothing compared to two weeks ago

Time to schedule the next psychosis mind rape, it was surreal beyond human comprehension, no words can explain what was happening and looking back I cannot even fathom any of it, the mental pain and the hells exceed any human scale, it was magical until my brain fried, sorry for taking up your time

I wish I could screenshot what my eyes see and post it (or rather take videos, everything is moving and morphing so a screenshot is a poor representation), or record sounds that I hear

I could edit a song to sound somewhat like what I heard but it would take ages and extreme skill, I would also need the original files and not just a flac. I could hear every detail, I even heard too early cuts in one song for some background instrument notes where the author cut reverb he added to an instrument before it dies down naturally so it aligns with the duration of the base note itself, it felt awkward, a rookie mistake. I listened through all of them and I cannot notice which one it was. Brain overclock does wonders, it was so audible and distinct each time that note played, now after a month I could not locate it.